when u reach a level

[jayccin]

when u get up there in year and you have been successful and u dont have to report to anyone ,, the great become greater and the not so great become not so great.

well im sad to admit that im not so great and im not perfect

i hope some day i will get back what i have lost

ty guys

[SLYX]

Jayccin bud appears you are in a bad place. Not sure whats up but it will get better you must not give up. PM me if you want we can chat I have a opinion on everything.

[SapphireStar]

bless u slyx xx nothing better in life than one who will try to help another xxx

[T_B_H]

Jay

u have many friends here ready and willing to help if u need them

dont be afraid to ask if you need us right now, we are ready and willing to help

[jayccin]

understand bounty, i have tryed to get over this and my family has tryed to help me , i own my ranch and they cant help me ,, they are scared.

im not doin well but how can they help me

[T_B_H]

well buddy, i can tell u is hurting and struggling at the mo

know 1 here has a majic wand, but we will help as much as we can

just PM if you need to talk

[jayccin]

they need me to run things imm old now they dont under stand i just want to quit ,, i did my business im done i need to stop this owninf stuff

i dont want to buy and sell things anymore i want to sleep forever

[jayccin]

every time there is a problem they ask me to help

please god help my kids to be men

i

[T_B_H]

Jay

chill buddy and talk to us, not here on forum, there are plenty here that will help you through this

[SLYX]

Jay you are at a very low point, reach out to your friends here.

[del_boy]

Hi jay m8. Don't give up
take what help is offered.

[StCathy]

Hey jay, pm me if you want to chat hun, i will give you my addy hun, plz dont give up
I might not be of much help, but i will try hun

[SapphireStar]

Ya'll are beautiful souls ..how amazing for sure to see such unconditional love ... jay take one of the lovely soul offers and let them help xxx

[rad6]

yes Jay agree with Saffy, pm someone, talking good for the soul. Worth a try. Hardest thing in life is getting your children to stand alone, have been there but sometimes one has to make a hard decision and teach them to stand alone. Keep u in my prayers.

[reaper1569]

i hope u ok soon m8

[jayccin]

my sons took me out of retirement and ask to to build a club house for them.

i spent over 400k doing this , i called in many favors from frends and made it a success.

now they want me to run it,, this is not what i sign up for,

im 66 years old,, i did my time , i need to live my life the way i want,

if my father was alive he would kick the shtt out of these punks.

these kids today use you for everything,,,


what the hell what can ido ,, they are mine and i got to live with it,


i must sound like an old fart,, wOrk for me DAD,, SO I DONT HAVE TOO.

IM LOSING MY HEART

ty for all the concern ,, i have had many pm's and they help god bless you all

[chuckster66]

Hang in there Pal! God Bless you.

[jarrett_s2n]

You are in my prayers m8.

[jayccin]

i need to calm down, i know this,, i like to sell this place and put these boys to work in the real world, but im just so afraid for them.
what have i done,, they are so smug,, o god please help me

ps thank you telboy for your thread it gave me hope

[Arezzo]

...Jay...learn how to say "NO"...they won't take it for an answer because their adults used to getting their own way...but at this point you need to cut your losses ...put the club on the market watch your boys become MEN and step up to the plate...and if they don't you have nothing to lose...they do...you are only making them less by doing more...good luck...xxx